…Blue Valentine, with Michelle Williams and Ryan Gosling. This movie just pronounced all the fears I ever imagined for my love life. I really have a huge fear of ending up in a relationship which leads on to marriage and then divorce. I think it would offend my mother if I ever said that I don’t want to end up like her. But thats the truth, I don’t want to be married twice and suffer and cry throughout both marriages. It scares the shit out of me!
Yes I’m expecting difficulties in my relationships but I don’t want the degree of hardships I see other people go through in their marriages. It makes me wonder if I even want to be married. Do I want to subject myself to the heartache that I witness on a daily basis with my mother and other individuals. No!! I don’t think so!!
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